Dear Nova,

Since we got the news, my days have been filled with melancholy.
It’s hard to stay strong when her immune system is attacking her body.

I don't know what to do when forever is no longer possible.
It’s like thinking you’re invincible then realizing you’re stoppable.

What do you do when you know your time is cut short?
When the plans you made are thrown out the door…

When you came into my life I vowed to give you more.
More love, more toys, more than I could afford.

I promised to give you the best life and I stand by my word.
Getting that phone call was the worst news I’ve ever heard.

I don’t want to live in a world you’re not a part of.
No one will know the pain that my heart does.

I love you today like I’ll love you tomorrow.
I’ll love you through the hurt and all of the sorrow.

I'll give you the world like I gave you my heart.
Life’s a movie. Being your mom is the best part.

<3